I wonder who actually sees the content I post here considering they already deleted my main account
anyways just thought about how I didn’t want to post for a couple weeks and just wanted to read content then posted a couple more times. weird right
ohhh yeah I think what happened was I made a second account. I guess they since deleted it.
@codebam got locked or something, and the mastodon.social staff refuse to let me back in. probably because they don’t want me to be able to change the stupid fucking bio that they set
what ever happened to my @[email protected] account? did they want to run it themselves or something?
didn’t consent to that
I already know my username was the same as my twitter username at one point. I guess maybe I got a lot of followers. probably when I was trying to find a job
yeah anyone notice I went from thinking about my past to thinking about myself and my conditions but not at all how I’m feeling emotionally? I did
at least I know I prefer the injection. it takes way longer for it to make me stop thinking properly and doesn’t last very long. just makes my body difficult to move, but I force myself to move anyways
I’d only live with one person though. they know who they are
kind of. I mean like I don’t really feel like living like this on my own. maybe that’s not okay to say
to my house that is. fuck living with my parents
maybe I should write down that I don’t want medical assistance in dying if I can go home just in case