They/them. She/her, when you need a sister.
Scarred-knuckled artist of varying domains. Hungry observer. Hot-blooded and "well, actually cold as hell."
But also, a lover of people.
They/them. She/her, when you need a sister.
Scarred-knuckled artist of varying domains. Hungry observer. Hot-blooded and "well, actually cold as hell."
But also, a lover of people.
Poets are perhaps the most challenging lovers; we are drawn in to others easily but in the end, we are often more reckless with other people's hearts than we are with even our own.
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Starving Poet ** Brilliant lover, heated, willing, unabashed and passionate. She is an architect, a translator, and she makes her marble palaces out of all the dirty rooms you have within you. She imitates investment She is a loving liar yet twice the giver you could be even when just lousy with you lousy with her, hungry for you hungry for her because she’ll never be hungry just for you & you'll never get to be just hungry with her. You forget she knows your dirty laundry and her powerful and parted lips have made you think that you just might be a king. A bedroom full of liquor bottles— oh you’re a king indeed— on your throne, a blow-up bed while you both smell of sweat and you reek of weed & you are quivering with heat she draws from you and her lipstick stains around your neck, you shudder with the inebriating feeling she could break you. You splay your legs as you, swollen, brimmed with wanting places your hands upon her thighs as you try to handle her but you can’t mistake that she conducts the rhythm palms pressed into your chest as she convinces you in way of gasps you misinterpret as your work that you could ever know what it'd be like to be worshipped by a queen. #poem #poetry
I.
These nights, I am wont to weep
when I ache for your firm hands to cup this weeping face,
and I hunger with my lips to be unguarded once again
and quiver just a half-breath’s distance from your own.
My human hands are abuzz with agony
hot, heavy, blush-knuckled against my sallow skin.
I wish love was my dominant language,
but I am so well-versed in grief my blushing skin is a harbinger of fever—
heat awash with illness
and not alive with a lonely poet’s dreams.
The days we are apart are the longest of my life.
Her lips are dew-dipped when she calls,
and I come to her, legs trembling
and I fumble as I fall again into a kind of trance for her.
I wander with her into a missing child’s bedroom
strewn with strangers’ dirty clothes
where she, so alive,
is wild with a smoke-and-floral fragrance
as the setting sun stirs the dust among the long-forgotten diaries
of hypodermic ghosts.
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