maia moved: @the polycule breaking into an abandoned investment property to start a cool queer squat
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trying to embrace a model of Doing Stuff that involves hanging out and chilling in the morning, and doing work into the evening. i get more mentally capable as the day goes on, so morning work time is just not it.
you know what's fucked up? if I never had to think about the job market ever again, I would probably code a lot more.
I came here to complain and make friends and I'm all out of friends lmao
I also suffer from a combination of gifted-child syndrome and shiny-object syndrome that means that anytime I work on something and it doesn't immediately pay off in some way I think, "wow, that sucked, let me do something else."
My power was out for 3 days this week. I suppose there's a lot going on in the world besides that, and it doesn't directly impact me, but idk. the mental load is real when it comes to just, knowing about the world around you. It makes it hard to pretend working is important.
man...I woke up early to work on things so I can apply to jobs. now my brain is just tired and idk I don't feel great. It's hard to want to work on things when everything is so awful.
every so often i get off of here bc i'm like nah. but then after a while i'll come back bc i'm like well. so idk, hey.
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