bug // june

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artist, coder, computer user, wack systemic mama jaki. june, bug, kikiala, etc. the banner image depicts the cast of my latest novel (I also drew that), CHAPTERS, which is available on ao3 and on archive org as a series of experimental audiobook performance art films taking place primarily in Monster Hunter Wilds
commissions variablehttps://ko-fi.com/kikiala
some game moddinghttps://mods.factorio.com/user/kikiala
IMPORTANTI require work to survive. I have no support. I have no money. This world is very ableist. I am disabled. I have many talents. I need paying work to survive.
resist
2/2, essays written tonight by myself about some thoughts I was having about nature connectedness, as well as the behaviors of those who have become disconnected from nature, whether by choice or having been forced.

I'm returning to a format for essay presentation that is nostalgic for me. It's just what my text editor and writing environment is today.

This is an essay on nature as well as subsumption, or disconnection, and some hope for connectedness to nature by human beings.

1/2. also, alt text limits pain lol

Eurasian Jay (Garrulus glandarius, 🇩🇪 Eichelhäher, 🇵🇱 sójka).

#birds #birdphotography #birdsofmastodon #birdwatching #nature #naturephotography #vogelflausch #ptaki

These are a series of some concept works I produced while in school around 2009, I never got a job as an artist in games or film that was able to support me, much of my work was stolen actually, and I am dying a slow death to this fucking day within the degradation of discriminatory fascist capitalism
Here are a few older digital paintings of expressive quality. These were probably done around 2008-2010. This is my original work. I never got a job as an artist. I am dying a painful death as a slave to fascism in the united states. I seek freedom from enslavement and abuse.

my favorite of my older piano works, though it is layered with swamp and other ambience. The final track features my best friend singing. (I miss her.) (I'm going to start crying now.)

Free download: https://kikiala.bandcamp.com/album/nena-mute-li-awen

The album cover is an overlay of a photo I took of a closed young pink rose (iphone 4s) and graffiti on a bus in Seattle ten years ago, "WAKE UP"

My favorite nap album.

free electronic music plus live remix radio cut of many old songs on my headless M8 (teensy chip seen in cover) https://kikiala.bandcamp.com/album/wan-tu-li-weka

Free download. For the cover I used some CC0 images from unsplash and also overlayed some glitchy fonts, the name of the album kepeken toki Inli li "ruptured binary" (wan tu li weka)

another ancient digital painting, this was done in cdg, my first painting app that i coded from scratch in C (tho, I think I used SDL, so not technically scratch)

intuos2, cdg (unreleased), 2012ish

ancient digital painting, mypaint and intuos2, probably like 2007. I am still a victim of fascist genocide and dying a slow, painful death in dangerous home in which I am tightly abused and gaslit
The spoken word voice is a manual prosthetic. I meticulously misspelled many words so it would sound right. It took me nearly a year to produce. The poetry is my own, collected from scrap paper and my own mysteriously bricked phones over ten years. except for "guest poem". I miss my fucking friends.