Red panda bear. Belt and suspenders. Hedonist. Enjoys pipe smoking. In a 20-year poly relationship with Rasslor and Karwood, and also including beloved pup FuzzyBumpkins. Icon by @dogzrbarkn
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| Species | Red Panda |
| Job | Internet Janitor |
| Pronouns | He/Him/His |
| Age | Your daddy calls me grandpa |
@leaf they backtracked on the HDDs and you can use any.
it appears Star Trek has an official podcast of an audio drama story from the Star Trek universe.
the reason i've been so weird lately is after MAJOR burnout (job quit) last year caused by the deaths of my dog, my brother (was killed), then my father confirmed his hate at his funeral, then he died of COPD complications after I specifically gave him something to help him in case something happens
okay so my dad's dead too now, so my biggest bullies all my life are gone, and now I'm burned out, so i finally will be able to talk to my mother about it all (they had me as teenagers).
She died in march or so from a drunk driver accident.
now I have ptsd of an accident i wasn't part of
and i didn't get to talk to her about my life and my sadness.
what is closure anyway?
so yeah, my depression knows no bounds right now and i'm just trying to take every blow one at a time.
(ps it took me 4 months to write this, also not looking for sympathy. just explaining my weirdness.)
don't forget to exercise your SSDs fully at least once every 3 years!
i assume because that's what i'm attempting to restore stability