🌖 the djinn that sits by the doorway 🌔
churlish crip. genderqueer lesbian. fat femme.
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shorty. WGS prof. photographer. writer. un-sufi-sciated dervish. mad mystic. neurowild forest child.
Ph.D in Comparative Religion (#JewishStudies #IslamicStudies #Philosophy)
my ancestor's mildest dreams.
🔮 i came to haunt shit, i'mma be honest 🌕
#anarchism #afropessimism #transliberation #totalliberation #disabilityjustice #abolition
(i block unsolicited advice)
| Name pronounced | zay-nab |
| Location | in between a bookshelf |
| Pronouns | they/themme |
i have been listening to two audiobooks on autism on and off
Looking After Your Autistic Self by Niamh Garvey
and
An Unapologetic Guide to Navigating Autism and ADHD by Jess Joy and Charlotte Mia
and i gotta say
while the incredible whiteness of these books is.....a bit much at times
the british and irish accents that these books are narrated with are soooo soothing (Niamh Garvey is irish, so her audiobook narrator is irish)
like wow!
ah love how i sit down to read and janelle monae (my cat) demands pets
this is so funny to me
🤣
while i'm potentially ruining my relationship to anarchist writing
might as well fuck around and read some shit from black and green press
i've had a curiosity about it and how it positions anti-civ anarchy
but now it's time to see what it's about
🤔
you might be able to fool everyone else
but not me!
there are names, terms, historical periods, that populate anticolonial thought and praxis
not being able to name them while gesturing towards the anti-colonial in the abstract is a red ass flag, sway
i also just wrinkle when white anarchists writers throw around the term "anti-colonial" in their writing
yet nothing in their writing actually gestures towards anti-colonial theory and praxis at all
also, i tried reading an essay by a so-called popular anarchist writer that was mentioned to me just now
i stopped five paragraphs in
idk what some of these folks have against......editing? for flow and coherence?
i truly do not......
i love when happenstance confirms that i should avoid reading popular anarchist writers because they are trash pandas (and not the fun kind)
love that for me!
🙃
personally, i question the "leftism" of anyone who lobs the word felon at trump with some kind of glee
like baby, you're not a leftist.
you're ashamed to be a liberal
which you should be!
but that's not everyone else's problem. so don't muddy the waters.......
now, the real question is
if i buy a giant raccoon plush
what name i give it
so far i have comrade clean hands
but i don't know if that name captures it's essence
gotta think about that one
🤔
so i have been quietly rebuilding my plushie collection
first i bought myself two jumbo sloths from Skoggy that I have appropriately named Luther VanMoss and Rufus Hangsright
and now skoggy has released a raccoon plush that i maybe kinda want?
i showed it to my mom while we were on phone and she asks what happened to my childhood plushies.
i tell her she threw them away while i was in college without asking me first.
and she apologized for that
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