After a couple months of checking Mastodon daily, I'm not feeling the love or, for that matter, the hate. Twitter feels ruined now, but it was always at least a little bad. Maybe that was part of its attraction, and what made it easy to have strong feelings about. It's harder to have strong feelings about a juice bar than a dive.
My commuter bike has everything I need, and I use every part of it: racks, basket, fenders, lighting, gearing, lockage, big tires, bell. As a result, it weighs upwards of 30lbs. It rides heavy, and every couple of weeks I jack up my shoulder carrying it up the stairs. All that usefulness weighs us both down. In outfitting it to do everything I need it to do, I seem to have lost something bicyclish about it. I feel torn between the security of having it all, and the freedom of having just enough.
@SwiftOnSecurity Agree. And, from where I sit as a therapist (and former IT pro), it can take a lot longer than that. Emotional maturation is a lifelong project. From cradle to grave, the asks and the exploits keep coming. We keep patching, repairing, finding new places in the heart to explore, document, and own.
Run the miles, eat the crullers. That's how it's supposed to work, right?
I don't know which surprises me more: the UFO shootdown, or the absence of Dark Brandon laser eyes UFO shootdown jpgs.
Ridiculous that the richest and most powerful nation on earth lacks ultra-high-altitude-capable, pincer-jaw-equipped hovering aircraft capable of affecting non-destructive landings of the lighter-than-air surveillance systems of foreign superpowers.
@awaisaftab Thanks for starting the newsletter, and for posting about it here. I look forward to reading more.
@awaisaftab It is also an instance of, and a result of, an attack on linking (!!): the link between subject an object results in the violent unlinking of two parts of an ego that had previously been one, but upon one part of which the shadow of the hated object fell. All of this, too, suggests some linkage with Freud's theory of representation, but that's out of scope for today… 3/3
@awaisaftab That part of the ego on which the shadow of the object falls is then hated and cut off from the rest of the ego in the object's stead. This sounds to me like Freud's metaphor of transference as visual reproduction, but working specifically with a negative, and going in the opposite direction. This makes it, in a way, an instance of hate in the counter-transference (!). 2/n
@awaisaftab Neat! A few thoughts: While Bollas has pocketed the metaphor of the shadow of the object, and invested it wisely, the coinage is Freud's (and Strachey's). In another of his great and under-appreciated papers, Mourning and Melancholia, it describes a mental process in which, on account of some rupture in the relationship, the subject withdraws libido from the object, but brings so to speak a negative image (the shadow) of the object along with it. 1/n