
| Pronouns | ∅/She/It |
| Gay | very |
| Attention | Needed |


| Pronouns | ∅/She/It |
| Gay | very |
| Attention | Needed |
The past few days were very weird. I had more free time than before because I took a bunch of days off to celebrate my birthday and new years.
But I think having more time and having the ability to think about myself and my life might not be what I need.
I think I reached a point where I accept that I do have traumas and I'm a complex person like that. But in doing so it made me disassociate less, which is bad. It's bad because now I have to face my depressing reality. I can't pretend to be not-depressed anymore.
It feels like I'm stuck in a cycle of death and rebirth but with every rebirth I come out a better person until eventually I'm my true self.
And this "me" is going to do it's best to make things better for itself and its future selves.
I hope y'all had a good year because for me I know it was *complicated*
This past year or so I think I learned a lot about myself. I hate that I'm so slow at the whole self discovery thing but at least I'm doing it.
This year I realized I'm autistic have cptsd. I also learned that im a demisexal lesbian. I've tried different pronouns and neopronouns. And most importantly I realized I really need therapy lmao.
Im unhappy with a lot of things in my life but these self discoveries make me feel like I'm taking good steps in figuring out my life.
Just remembering how Jack Kirby was inundated by threats and complaints from Nazi sympathizers after the publication in 1941 of his famous cover showing Captain America punching Adolph Hitler.
No reason.