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New year new pfp. I'm gonna use a bad dark selfie of me with one of our cats as my pic because I kinda like this pic.

The past few days were very weird. I had more free time than before because I took a bunch of days off to celebrate my birthday and new years.

But I think having more time and having the ability to think about myself and my life might not be what I need.

I think I reached a point where I accept that I do have traumas and I'm a complex person like that. But in doing so it made me disassociate less, which is bad. It's bad because now I have to face my depressing reality. I can't pretend to be not-depressed anymore.

It feels like I'm stuck in a cycle of death and rebirth but with every rebirth I come out a better person until eventually I'm my true self.

And this "me" is going to do it's best to make things better for itself and its future selves.

I hope y'all had a good year because for me I know it was *complicated*

It's my birthday today. Im 28 now!!!
I feel like the general consensus is that it is ethical to eat wolverine (with his consent) but now i have so many other questions I wanna ask that I'm kinda afraid of asking lol.
Idk if I want this half joke question to turn into a discussion about consent regarding cannibalism, self harm, and death. Because then I feel like it'll veer into un-fun territory.
would it be ethical for the x-men to eat wolverine if they were stuck on an island if they didnt kill him and allowed him to regenerate?
speaking of stimming toys, I broke my 3(?) metal cube toy and I hate how fast they break but they are the best toy out there because they clank and they're heavy and i can do stuff with them like they're a butterfly knife but without the knife
Is there any other #trans people that play #osrs too? I know a couple already but I always wanna know more.
I get if people don't want to play a game known for having a toxic community.
But its such a good stimming toy its incredible. Most other stimming toys don't have a story and long term goals to achieve. It works great with my #autism and #adhd and I always play it whenever im doing any other task if possible.
I need more friends to autisticly info dump to

This past year or so I think I learned a lot about myself. I hate that I'm so slow at the whole self discovery thing but at least I'm doing it.

This year I realized I'm autistic have cptsd. I also learned that im a demisexal lesbian. I've tried different pronouns and neopronouns. And most importantly I realized I really need therapy lmao.

Im unhappy with a lot of things in my life but these self discoveries make me feel like I'm taking good steps in figuring out my life.

Just remembering how Jack Kirby was inundated by threats and complaints from Nazi sympathizers after the publication in 1941 of his famous cover showing Captain America punching Adolph Hitler.

No reason.