~♡~Tobias~♡~

@Tobynobby
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~♡~Tobias/toby~♡~
~♡~He/they/it + neos ~♡~
~♡~nonbinary Trans demiboy, grey-aroace and taken by my lovely Trans girlfriend~♡~
~♡~Nurodivergent(adhd, depresso and anxiety, probs autistic n bpd)~♡~
~♡~jirai, scene, goth-ish, generally alt and chaotic with my aesthetic~♡~
~♡~nonhuman/alterhuman with many types~♡~
~♡~trigger warning for disorder eating, mental health talk, and self harm related topics~♡~
God i wanna cut so bad but she'll be mad at me.. life has been really getting to me.. my paranoia, mistakes, failures, insecurities.. everything is so heavy and I just want a release.. a break.. a fucking hug that she wont give me. She makes me feel so alone. Like a burden.
God why is everyone driving ten under the speed limit today??? Go faster you dumb motherfuckers I need to get to work!!!
I feel so numb.. I hate life so much right now.. i really dont deserve to live do i..?
God i love making soup i think this is my favorite I've made lol
Is it self harming behavior if I continuously watch h and consume content that I know makes me extremely paranoid? It is right?
I just want to not be sick anymore.. it hurts so bad to just exist.. almost throwing up 24/7 and barely being able to walk, constantly almost falling over, almost passing out.. please someone just kill me..
I wanna make my gf try the battery acid today but she just got dental work done so im sad now..
It's puppy time!!
God i hate being so sick.. why do i feel so terrible all the time..
Switched birth control brands and now im just. Insatiably horny?? Like bro?? Want her to cut up my thighs and shove her fingers into the wounds while fucking me blind and biting so hard it leave me dizzy