@owaincodes You might want to try community servers instead of official servers. I'm playing on a server that gives you the basics as soon as you spawn. Better clothes, a backpack, a gun, food, bandages, etc. Not so much that you're fully geared, you still have to put in effort. And it doesnt seem like you're dying all the time to starvation. KOS not allowed except in military zones. Quite a bit easier to survive. New Haven PVE, not sure if they have PC servers.