Becka

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25yo creature of chaos with Autism and ADHD.

For your own safety, do not ask me about sea creatures when my ADHD meds have worn off, I have poor self-control and suffer time blindness.

Currently working in inpatient oncology and haematology. If not at work, I can be found haunting the local climbing gyms or in my bed in a shark blankie under a pile of plushie stingrays.

PronounsShe/Her
LocationUK 🇬🇧
Show threadBeckaFeb 8, 2024
Sometimes I really do feel so unwanted and alone.
I just wish sometimes people could spare me a thought and include me, or even just check in and ask if I'm ok.
Show threadBeckaFeb 8, 2024
I feel so incredibly alone right now. I know that I have people around me who care and I know it's nothing personal because they have 9-5 jobs. But it doesn't stop me feeling alone in my feelings right now and just wishing I had some help.
I haven't eaten or drank anything since breakfast so I should really just make myself do that, then I can take medication to feel more comfortable.
Everything is just a bit shit again ig
BeckaFeb 8, 2024
Currently hiding under a pile of squishies in bed. Recent testing has come back and shown that my Crohn's is in active flare mode, I am deficient in about 3 vitamins and incredibly anaemic.
Life has suddenly become a whole load of needles and treatments again. Hhhhhhh.
I have 3 medications waiting at my local pharmacy and I can't even bring myself physically to go get them. I decided the best solution was to cry and hide in bed
Show threadBeckaJan 7, 2024
@12 @Chloespjs come to the UK. We have prime hehe. (And Nandos)
Show threadBeckaJan 7, 2024
@12 @Chloespjs WAIT?! Bruh I would die. Amazon prime has kept me alive this year. It's great having the combo of ADHD and chronic health issues/acute illness/surgery.
Show threadBeckaJan 4, 2024
@Chloespjs I think I remove grey hairs weekly. Just gave up with it and let my hair do it's thing. I suppose if I go grey it will be easier to colour my hair without having to use bleach 🤷🏻‍♀️
Show threadBeckaDec 16, 2023

@SleepyCatten @shivvi I literally had to have a onesie clear out recently because I had collected so many over the years. Most either were too small, needed repairing (or had been repaired too much and needed to be retired).

My current favourites are my Cthulhu onesie (it's so cute, killstar had the cutest Cthulhu character and I have a matching doormat, 2 pairs of socks, pj romper, 2 pj sets, stationery, Cthulhu figure on my shelf)
And I have Spyro onesie.

BeckaDec 16, 2023

@shivvi @SleepyCatten I agree heavily with this one, however can I just say that with one shark blankie you could live out this reality...

My housemates can confirm this as they have witnessed a soft shark making toast on occasion.

Show threadBeckaDec 16, 2023
@Chloespjs @EveOfTheFuture Blåhaj should be a registered emotional support animal 🦈
Show threadBeckaDec 16, 2023
@Chloespjs ngl I had a kitchen floor wall night this week and it was oddly helpful. Sometimes the sensory input of being in that kind of position and place can be soothing. I think the cold floor and wall helped prevent a spiral, along with distraction and fish. I'm sorry you felt bad in the first place and wish you had said something. I was awake all night, we could have laughed at silly Reddit things or something. Next time let me know, you are always welcome to escape to my place for moment