Currently hiding under a pile of squishies in bed. Recent testing has come back and shown that my Crohn's is in active flare mode, I am deficient in about 3 vitamins and incredibly anaemic.
Life has suddenly become a whole load of needles and treatments again. Hhhhhhh.
I have 3 medications waiting at my local pharmacy and I can't even bring myself physically to go get them. I decided the best solution was to cry and hide in bed
I feel so incredibly alone right now. I know that I have people around me who care and I know it's nothing personal because they have 9-5 jobs. But it doesn't stop me feeling alone in my feelings right now and just wishing I had some help.
I haven't eaten or drank anything since breakfast so I should really just make myself do that, then I can take medication to feel more comfortable.
Everything is just a bit shit again ig
Sometimes I really do feel so unwanted and alone.
I just wish sometimes people could spare me a thought and include me, or even just check in and ask if I'm ok.
@SmolBean that creates a very isolated and alone feeling