Mastodawn

Searska May 8, 2019

You ever look at a situation and realize it is so FUBAR, so broken, and so built on lies, gaslighting, and abuse that there is no fixing it in ten lifetimes that you completely empathize with the "walk away from the Omelas" story and want to do the same thing?

Yeah. That's where I'm at today.

Searska Mar 4, 2019

*sigh* Won't make it to any furry cons this year, I'm a pariah in the furry writing community. Why do I even bother calling myself a furry anymore?

Searska Mar 4, 2019

Ellie Mar 2, 2019

they know what they did

Searska Feb 25, 2019

Micro SF/F stories by O Westin Feb 25, 2019

"You're a woman!" he said.
"Yes?"
"You can't use a sword!"
"But I do."
"Swords are manly."
"How?"
He blushed. "They're long and hard... and, uh, thrust..."
"How is that manly?"
He died of embarrassment. She could have cut him down - she had a sword after all - but why bother?
#MicroFiction #TootFic #SmallStories

Searska Feb 25, 2019

I am officially Old. There is a piece of slang out there that I absolutely do not get. WTF is yeet? Is it a verb? An adverb? A noun? An exclamation?

Ugh. I wasn't prepared for this to creep up on me. DX

Searska Feb 20, 2019

*sigh* Part of me wants to tentatively make my way back into furry writing, but the larger part of me is like, what would be the point? I miss the friendships and banter, but I don't miss the drama and the toxic environment. Ugh. I think I'm just lonely and that galls me more than anything. I'm a creature of solitude. I don't DO lonely. >_<

Searska Feb 11, 2019

GAHHHHHH I can't win this damned ship race with Luxord. The controls for the ship are just so fucking clunky. >_<

Searska Jan 29, 2019

I'm so tired of watching someone I care about fuck themself over again and again, and even though they've got a good heart, they just don't seem to have the strength to tell an abusive person in their life to fuck off. It sends me into a spiral of depression every time I hear it. It's legit a trigger, because it reminds me of my own fucked up family. I don't want to cut them out of my life, but gah, I can't do this anymore.

Searska Jan 28, 2019

"Someone I loved once gave me a box full of darkness.

It took me years to understand that this, too, was a gift." ~Mary Oliver

I think I finally understand this little poem. I mean, I don't feel better about it, but I think...I think I finally get it.

Searska Jan 27, 2019

I fucking HATE being a chick-type person on the internet sometimes. I will NEVER understand the urge men have to barge in on a thread and mansplain the stupidest fucking shit. -_-