So if you're going through a tough time and you think you can't go on, will you take my word for it when i say you can?

You'll have one good month maybe. And that will be enough for the next three.

It's enough. ♥️

Week after week of therapy help me readjust but it's a cycle that i am free of only few months a year.

I find myself incompetent in daily life situations, behind on many things and disconnected from my children many times.

It all seems pointless especially because i don't do anything i enjoy to relax or rejuvenate.

But through all this, I am able to see the struggles that are far greater than mine. And that keeps me going.

A little bit of gratitude and a little everyday inspiration.

Watching myself spend it and watching the joy a shiny new totally useless thing brought me, momentarily. But by the end of the month, the pinch is real. And it deteriorates how I handle my days. Enter greater dysfunction.

I have temper outbursts at the smallest things.

My sense of what's okay and what's not has been messed up for three months. Small things seem important. Important things are ignored.

I swing from feeling trusting and safe to wild suspicions of conspiracy against me +