OK. I'm struggling to stay active on mastodon... i'm much more active on twitter. The content I enjoy interacting with isn't showing up for me here yet. :(
| Linktree | randallb.com/linktree |
| Linktree | randallb.com/linktree |
In periods when kids are out of school I get very depressed. My dad was abusive and being out of school meant being available to be abused/ blamed.
Today and this entire week I’ve been spiraling. He was especially abusive during the holidays. His sister committed suicide several days before Christmas, and that played a big part in him not particularly enjoying the holidays.
I’m just sick of this persistent echo that I don’t ask for showing up during December each year.