My apologies for not setting up an introduction post or using this site more, but I've been dealing with quite a lot. I'm very stressed out...
-I had to be a big boy and actually talk to the hubby and the girlfriend, about something very serious. I'm on a 30 day probationary period and could lose my job for being slow at work.
-I am in the process of looking for a new job. I've been waiting for months. So many applications filled out. So many rejection emails. Only a few have led to interviews, I did a good job on them (I think?), and even then I get rejected.
-I was trying and waiting to talk to a local New England fur, but he was busy cleaning his house. So I couldn't just wait in the parking lot of a grocery store after I picked up some lunch meat. Came home, showed him the piece of paper explaining the situation and...fearing the worst. Scolding and talking down to.
-He apologized afterwards. I am so blasé about stuff because I don't want to be so stressed I contemplate suicide or harm.
-He does have a point and I should care about my student loan debt too. We also opened a letter about student loan debt starting again in October. I gotta talk to the right people about what I need to do.
Soooo...as you can see I've got quite a lot on my mind. So very depressing. Mentally, emotionally and physically exhausted as well. Am I doing this for attention? Probably. Do I want eyes on me? No. If you can't tell I'm a complicated wolf. Sorry for the rant folks. Go about your business.
#depression #rant #stressed #furry