2025 has been completely ratfucked and continues to get worse.

My cat is home from the vet and has basically zero kidney functions. She's the most loving, intelligent, unique, beautiful cat I've ever had and I'll never know another like her. She makes coming home wonderful and I love her with all my heart.

She's 9. Likely won't make it to next week.

Utterly miserable.

Tonight's discovery: Butternut pumpkin makes a fucking *delicious* #jjeong, especially when you include grated onion.

Also, using Aleppo pepper in the dipping sauce instead of Gochugaru was an S-tier move.

#kinkandcooking

I'm very grumpy today because the Clinical Depression is Clinical Depressioning, and I also decided to make today a fast day, and I'm now inordinately hungry at 16:49.

I'm usually not really impacted at all.

Also, I can't sleep so I want to play with my old-to-new Masto server but it's been offline for donkeys so I have barely any content.

Also, it looks like quite a few folks have left? So I welcome follow suggestions.