Primecub1981

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112 Posts

He / Him
Kink bear cub pup hybrid. BearDog to some.

Part of Manbears organisers of Great British Bear Bash

Host of Beareoke a unique experience

Owner of themoodybear.com
Work in Manchester UK.

Recon: primecub
Instagram: primecub1981

Adaptive submissive with a heavy glove fetish and gear orientated.

Primecub1981Dec 16, 2023
Still here. Still crazy. Still doing my best human impression .
Show threadPrimecub1981Aug 19, 2023
@boysmashy @Gallypup hehehe go for it... It was just a plain text tee.. it needs an update !!!
Show threadPrimecub1981Aug 19, 2023
@Gallypup @boysmashy I love hugs what can I say.. I mean I coined the term #hugslut for this reason
Show threadPrimecub1981Aug 19, 2023

@boysmashy you're a rock too . Seriously great getting closer to you over the lockdowns ..

And I'm blushing and gonna go all shy now

Show threadPrimecub1981Jul 28, 2023
@sentimentaldom this is fantastic news!! We definitely need more kink aware therapists.
Show threadPrimecub1981Jul 24, 2023
@irmaodomario @HairyHypnotist @Pocketleathercub @kumo awwwwww cuuuuuttte
Primecub1981Jul 20, 2023
Tonight's pain is driving me a little more round the bed... I step - it feels like someone is cutting the flesh from my fet and calves with a live wire... I pick something up pain run across my hand , I sit still and a jolt of spasm runs up my neck .. I'm tired of this. Really fucking tired...
Show threadPrimecub1981Jul 17, 2023
I often think the friends and connections I have take a lot from me. Meaning I'm a burden, a pest something that drains people . But I'm thankful they stick around. Without them I really wouldn't be here.
Show threadPrimecub1981Jul 17, 2023

I'm hoping I can build things into my life.

Therapy is definitely shining a light on things. There are a lot of roadblocks, which are there for protection..

Remembering the reactions to negative encounters is my mind's way of protecting me is a little fucked up. Thankfully EDMR helped change the links of a few but still working on others.

I've been in and out of therapy for over a decade , which if it wasn't for the friends (like the one I'm jealous of) I'd be sectioned.

Show threadPrimecub1981Jul 17, 2023

Letting down the guard I've done for friends who live thousands of miles away but not locally. The block of being rejected and hurt, and then reminded of that rejection and hurt is just a little much.

I'm trying to find ways to make better connections. Make time for folks, be available and say yes to things.. but I'm also hyper aware I'm not asked. I'm not invited out cos I used to always work. Now I don't on Friday or Saturdays but I'm an after thought from years of "I'm working"