Anyway I'm probably going to regret saying or not saying parts of this but i knew if i didn't use this manic burst of energy to write this i would've just not said anything and regretted it so uh. Have a nice night .

I gained a lot from my time here but after a while i realized that keeping up was more a chore than anything else. i wasn't getting as much as I used to. i have a lot of love for a lot of people on here and i hope that came through

Like. this is probably oversharing but. when i posted that i wasnt making another account i neither hoped nor planned on still being alive on february 2. it was a spur of the moment decision from someone who hadnt showered in three days, i didnt expect it to be part of a whole Thing

First of all im sorry i liked cjs comment about human sacrifices, people should be able to talk about their own culture without cjs being little assholes about it. and im sorry if me leaving was seen as an endorsement of that or whatever, the truth is i havent felt connected to a lot of the wider masto community in a while and with cryptids going away the whole thing seemed pointless