Mel 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁷󠁬󠁳󠁿

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Level 45. Agoraphobic. ADHD. Geek. Bad gamer. Crafty. Learning lots of languages - fluent in none (can just about manage English though)
Deleted my last post, it was far too negative for my liking, but thanks to those who reached out with advice - I really appreciate it. I'm going to try to be more active here 🙂
I am completely incapable of sticking to any kind of routine and it drives me crazy. That is all.

#GoodMorning and #TZAG 😊

It's another grey and miserable looking day here in South Wales but it looks like the rain will hold off this morning so I might do another little walk. This getting out of the house thing is getting to be a bit of a habit.

I woke up a little later today. I guess I needed an extra hour or two after yesterday's early start. No special plans today, just plodding on with some chores but trying to find the right balance.

I hope you're having a good day, wherever you are 😊 Take care and be kind to yourself 🤗

#GoodEvening and #TZAG 😊

My day started earlier than I would have liked when I woke up around 5am. I tried to get back to sleep but I gave up got out of bed around 6:30.

I had a few more spoons today than yesterday so I did a few chores and went for a short walk. I tried not to overdo it, hopefully I got the balance right 🤞🏻

I spent the afternoon doing cross stitch and watching Critical Role again and I spent the evening watching a Minecraft stream

Overall a fairly relaxed and pleasant day. More days like this please? 🙏

#GoodMorning and #TZAG 😊

It's a pretty overcast and grey looking Sunday here in South Wales. How is everyone today?

I'm up earlier today after an ok sleep. I woke up around 5am. I tried to get back to sleep but I eventually decided to give up and start the day.

I'm going to try to go a bit easier on the chores today, in the hopes of avoiding a crash in a day or two. It's frustrating though because there's so much that needs doing and only me to do it. Perhaps I will do some more cross stitch this afternoon.

I hope you're having a good day, wherever you are 😊 Take care and be kind to yourself 🤗

#GoodEvening and #TZAG 😊

I started today feeling a bit down and frustrated. There were a few tears and I didn't even get out of bed until gone noon. But, I picked myself up a bit this afternoon and I spent most of the afternoon and evening working on my cross stitch and watching Critical Role and I have to say my mood has definitely lifted.

Thank you to everyone here who has interacted with me today. Every connection, no matter how big or small, has helped to cheer me up and make me feel less alone and I'm very grateful for that.

Hopefully tomorrow I will have a few more spoons 🤞🏻

My view for the rest of the afternoon 😊 I'm finally doing some stitching while watching Critical Role

#GoodMorning and #TZAG 😊

How is everyone today?

I I have no spoons... After a "busy" (for me) day on Thursday, I've had very little energy or motivation yesterday or today. I've been awake for two hours and I haven't moved from my bed yet. I didn't even do that much - a few basic chores, a short walk, a 30 minute kettlebell class.

This seems to be a pattern for me. I have a "good" day, and then I crash for a day or two (or three). Sometimes I manage to get a few "good" days before I crash. I need to find a way to get some balance and consistency but I can't seem to figure out how.

Part of the problem is that I push myself to do as much as I can on the good days because my house (and my life) is chaos and no one else is going to fix it for me and who knows how long it will be until the next good day?

So I guess today will be another day of conserving energy and hoping for a better day tomorrow 🤞🏻

I hope you're having a good day, wherever you are 😊 Take care and be kind to yourself 🤗

#GoodMorning and #TZAG 😊

How is everyone today? It's bright and sunny here so I guess I should go for that little walk I didn't get to yesterday.

No exciting plans for today, just the usual chores. Writing here every day makes me realise just how boring my life is!

I hope you're having a good day, wherever you are 😊 Take care and be kind to yourself 🤗

#GoodEvening and #TZAG 😊

Today's been a better day. I managed to catch up on a few chores before my mum came over. I wasn't expecting to see her this week because she's busy rehearsing for Sister Act, which starts tomorrow. She's in the ensemble. I wish I could go and watch but I'll have to make do with the recording when they release it.

This afternoon I watched Shrek 2 with E, which is objectively the best Shrek with the best soundtrack and I won't entertain any arguments! We watched the first one yesterday, to I suppose I'll have to sit through the awful third one tomorrow...

That's about it for today, but it's nice to be feeling more human again. Catch you tomorrow, maybe... đŸ˜