Too late. Snapping at the TV o.<

Justified I think... But anger into the "throwing things" stage o.<

Nope nope nope....

Overwhelm episode coming on o.<
At least am getting better at spotting them.......
Problem is. Am now in the middle of doing dinner things that can't be stopped...... So yeah. O.< Not helping myself any >.<

Will finish dinner things. Then disappear upstairs and curl up in bed o.<

Have managed to move a couple of the big things that were pissing me off at least >.<

Just....Feel very AAARGH!

May have some snacks and potter in the lab and do a tidy there. Try and control that little space at least.

Tidy up the speakers I've been testing.

Need to pull out the valve tester and do something with a rectifier valve we had at Grantham that was arcing over. need to see if it's the valve, or something wrong with the amplifier.

also need to pull out an oscilloscope that can come out and live there temporary-like as I need to do some measurements on what's coming out to see if the valve amp can come out completely and be replaced with solid state. Or if I need to keep at least the pre-amp stage o.<

Fucking hell. Nope. THe stress of that has just wiped me out completely >.<

Meant to be doing some tidying. Keep having.... moments, and needing to sit down and unstress >.<

This is not me being butthurt at the system. More. I don't think I could deal with the stress of it again o.<

Seen people asking for lottery systems/different ones. but it's difficult to do decent, fair systems once an event gets to a certain size o.<

The things that /do/ exist to deal with that, usually cost a shit ton of money. Something a volunteer based event generally can't do >.<