J. M. Howell

@JMHowell
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C’est Moi, Jackie
Me, just now: “Why do I have 21 notes on Tumblr out of nowhere?! … oh someone found Saturn again and reblogged it, excellent, I was afraid it was a particularly intense explosion of boob bots.”
It’s that time of year when I perpetually have the Spirit Halloween songs stuck in my head.
RAGWEED!!! 😩
Brain: But what if we spend an hour listlessly cycling through social media and feeling bad instead? What if we paid a bill? Maybe check to see if that library book is in yet (I know it’s nighttime, what’s your point?)?

Why oh why does my brain fight me like I’m a monster trying to drag it to its doom every time I resolve to write???

I WANT to do this, why are you acting like I’m asking us to begin an unbearable chore???

And a cardinal as well?! It’s a party night for the birds.

(It’s not a mockingbird, they’re singing over each other now).

Why is this robin singing at the top of its lungs at 9:08 PM?
I went to a friend’s baby shower today and now I feel like I need a nap.
Had to block Twitter (never gonna call it X!) and my News App on my phone for the day because I kept distracting myself from anxiety by opening them up and then just getting upset and distressed instead 👍
Oaaaeeuurgh, back pain 😖