since my last toot was a bit negative, here's some good news:
- got a student job as backend developer (sadly java but i'll also get to do DevOps so that's fun)
- gonna spend a month with my girlfriend in Denver from October 11th to November 11th (slightly terrified of flying from FRA to DEN alone (and a bit scared of going through customs after i land), but it'll be fine i'm sure) ESTA got approved less than 2 hours after submitting the application so that was *fast*
- uuuuuh i should post more but also don't know what to talk about :|

hhhhhh, i hate applying for jobs, especially if you get rejected with a generic "we picked someone else :)" without getting told what you did wrong :(
anyone want to pay me to write python or rust code or to take software apart?

been quite anxious for the past few days, mostly due to short-term stuff (uni exam today, applied for 4 jobs and got a bunch of interviews next week, my brother's getting hip surgery on Monday) also had a friend from America visit for two weeks (and she is now my girlfriend) and she left Thursday last week so now all the anxiety and sadness she was keeping away comes rushing back, but I'm sure I'll feel better next week, just thought I'd give an update because I've been *really* inactive over here :|

Daaaang my last post was almost a year ago, wow, ... I should post more on here

more progress on my media dashboard thing, showing upcoming movies and episodes, it also shows active streams and i also made a page to more easily manage remote access permissions