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I have been out for some time.
In the past week I gave up on a lot of projects and changed jobs.
I am basically at an all time low but also not.
I feel like I'm heading towards a better path

I want a 🟦🏙️ code...
Right now only popular artists or influential furries are getting in and it feels like it's some super luxury club I don't get the right to be in because I'm a nobody.

It feels degrading

click for the full advice

this is it.
goodbye art.
the reason is convoluted so I had to screenshot my thought process last night.

It's not been fun, and I doubt I will ever pick up a pencil again.
But now I can go on the right path eventually.

Sorry to everyone I disappointed, not like I care about external opinion.
If anything, I apologize to myself, for breaking a dream I knew wouldn't come true.

Amazingly long rant incoming.
I am giving up on art.

Day one of holidays

I didn't do shit but I managed to get a bucket list of steam games I need to finish.
That list will need to be empty before I let myself buy another game

My style looks so different from the ref lmao
Started reading Mahoyo yesterday, I can see why people fall for Aoko already, absolute girlboss.
Idk why but I developed a taste for hardstyle and gabber lately
It might be the algorithms just keep pushing EDM stuff on my feeds.
I once wanted to learn how to use a DAW and produce my own music, but it's a titanic undertaking. You really need to know your stuff to make something sound good fast, trial and error takes forever instead.
That said, I might get to it one day.
I hope everyone has a good day today.