Have you ever had one of those "rabbit hole" moments, where realization and fear perfectly coincide into a terrifying spiral? I got to experience it early in the pandemic, when people said over and over "it's only killing old people and immune compromised people", as if those lives did not matter enough to protect. In those moments, I realized that it would be an act of defiance to stay alive in this... In spite of everyone who will not fight to protect immune compromised people like me.



