i think my only dying wish after offing myself is that people forget me. forget i ever fucking existed. no part of my life was ever good. at age 43, its only getting worse. my life has been a complete fucking waste. doctors and meds did nothing but fail me and add on bills.

@ryanhoulihan unless they won the lottery, it was probably achieving that got them rich.

not a good fucking morning.

i always seem to forget about alexandria... and her daddarios

@updatesplug accustomed lifestyle... shit changes.

when you are a middle aged white male with no wife or kids, nobody really gives a fuck about you. ive had depression since childhood. people were concerned then, but they never figured it out, and now even those fucking idiots dont care.

i think about suicide so much.

im not anti gay, im not anti black, im not anti anyone. but i think im anti-grouping. i think "people" need help and support. i think grouping and labelling ends up rejecting SOMEbody. i think there should be an organization to help everybody on a case by case basis, and people need to help each other instead of excluding people, blinded in various "prides"

honestly. who needs cartoons or tabloids, when you got FOX News.