i think my only dying wish after offing myself is that people forget me. forget i ever fucking existed. no part of my life was ever good. at age 43, its only getting worse. my life has been a complete fucking waste. doctors and meds did nothing but fail me and add on bills.

not a good fucking morning.

i always seem to forget about alexandria... and her daddarios

when you are a middle aged white male with no wife or kids, nobody really gives a fuck about you. ive had depression since childhood. people were concerned then, but they never figured it out, and now even those fucking idiots dont care.

i think about suicide so much.

im not anti gay, im not anti black, im not anti anyone. but i think im anti-grouping. i think "people" need help and support. i think grouping and labelling ends up rejecting SOMEbody. i think there should be an organization to help everybody on a case by case basis, and people need to help each other instead of excluding people, blinded in various "prides"

honestly. who needs cartoons or tabloids, when you got FOX News.

if something is hard to do, then its not worth doing - homer simpson

i apologize if im insensitive, maybe i just dont understand but i hate when in articles discussing films elliot page did pre-op, they address him as elliot, as at the time, he was ellen. makes more sense to me to address him as elliot from the work that was done after the transition on. >shrugs

a lot of people hated shia in indiana jones and the crystal skull. i didnt like him either, but the worst part of it was when he bashed his own movie in interviews.