It would probably take a while for him to be comfortable enough to fall asleep next to someone else..
#shadouge #amki_art
Fun fact : I have exactly 374 files in my "WIPs" folder.
Some of these are as old as 2018.
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As I suspected, someone has been adding soil to my garden. The plot thickensโฆ
Fandom is lonely when you can't keep up with its breakneck speed.
Even old/long-lived fandoms go faster than I can follow now. Everyone is gushing about a thing and by the time I've worked up the energy to interact with it, everyone else has moved on to a different thing.
It's isolating, because my only option is enjoying it alone then.
It's silly to compare yourself to others because you're very different people who work differently.
But it's also hard NOT to do it, you know? Especially since my ability to socialize in fandom depends on how much/quick I can draw before people lose interest. Fandom is too fast-paced nowadays.
The toughest thing about hanging in creative spaces like fandom is that I'm surrounded by all these amazing creative people while I'm just some blob who has to go through three existential crises before I can finish one(1) drawing and then has to recharge for 300 years before making another.
I even have the perfect player for it (MusicBee), I just didn't think to do it so now here I am with over 6K titles and I can't even begin to think about how to properly sort them. ๐ญ
Pro of enjoying music of all genres : lotsa music in my collection :)
Con : I have too much music and my unorganized ass didn't think to sort them as I went so now it feels like I never hear most of my collection because shuffle mode does not care about "least played".
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