I want to live fast and die young.
https://ibyvii.tumblr.com/post/677546513304535040/happiness-is-cursed-a-synopsis
Happiness comes with a fear. A fear of going back to a state where you are unhappy. You start fearing going back to your roots.
But if you don't go back to your roots you will forget who you were.
Happiness must come with a curse. The curse is sacrificing a part of past you.
If you do not become close to people, or moreover fear to do so, there are positive and negative impacts of it. The positive fact is that you will never get betrayed. The negative is that you will never forget your loneliness. There will always be a trade off between the chances of getting betrayed and feeling of loneliness. Just a #ShowerThought.