A really cool thing that comes with #depression and #anxiety is a constant FOMO but with no motivation.

I want to see my friends so much. I cry often and ugly from feeling alone and missing them. But when I get the opportunity to see them, I get worried that my social anxiety will be triggered and flake out. Then I wonder why I'm not invited to things anymore.

All said, I know I'm a horrible friend, and I wish my friends would reach out to me more even though I know life is a 2-way street.