Plans tonight:
- do homework through Wednesday
- start on a mastodon welcome bot
- maybe message some ppl who reached out to me on tinder?

Expected accomplishments:
- continued to exist

Expected internal experience, based on today & yesterday:

{cw: body horror} https://mastodon.social/media/P4paB2fGo3M9v4W8YhM https://mastodon.social/media/6GQLsYNTi2spahpnk1Y

Does anybody else know this feeling?

you're trapped in your head and the walls/your skull is a fuzzy static dense fog that burns, a hard barren floor, the vague muffled echoes filtering through? You wish there was something to do and there is, your laptop is right in front of you and it's playing music you've heard a thousand times but it's not inside, with you, it's out where responsibilities lie in wait to destroy you?

Thank god for this phone in my pocket.