DranoëlMay 20, 2017
Hey
I'm sorry I haven't made a lot of toots these days.
This one wont be funny.
The last few days, my sleep needs (who were already disorganized) became higher and higher. I'm afraid of the world, stressed 24h/24, I have suicidal thoughts all the time. I'm eating sugar (a lot), drinking coffee (a lot), taking anti-stress pills, and paracetamol (cause I have headaches). I'm also sick and its awful. My sensitivity is also higher as usual (and its already too much)
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Therefore this world seems to harsh for me to live in. I'm afraid everyone hates me, I have a very low opinion of myself, i run away from relationships. Highschool is very difficult to bear, cause there is a lot of assholes there who hates me. My strongs relationships I had at the beggining of the year which helped me are all almost-dead.
Unfairness is everywhere, everywhere too big, everywhere too destructive, everywhere too legitimated.
May 20, 2017 at 5:53pmWeb
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Some bad news also came in these days. I'm not taken at the casting, I had some bad grades, and I have been stolen a event by someone who stole a work of me (Too boried to explain this today anyway). And also there has been a terrible homophobic sequence in a popular France's TV show which made me lost hope. And there has been a film about homophobia which remebered me about what I had to face at ground school.
What can I do ? I'm lost.