A year ago I tried to be positive about myself as things were getting better for me. Calling myself the most handsome and moral man alive.

Elevating praise so high it became a form of criticism. So obviously flawed an image it didn't reflect any positivity back at me. A reality of designed obsolescence, made to fail.

Which was why I started to fail. Why I became a bad human

And it needs to change

So today I'm hopeful. Things will change. Because I'm strong enough to make them change