The way my mind works... Everything's so scattered; I come to conclusions that I can't logically explain; I can't 'show my work' I have no idea how I actually came to a solution and yet... It very often turns out right.

Is that actually smart? I don't think so. It feels like I'm not actually the one doing the thinking. I reach a conclusion and then I have to work backwards to rationalize what I thought. Isn't that actually antithetical to logical reasoning?

@indecisivetwat I used to get into strife at school for getting the answers without showing any work. Although I feel like I knew the work I just hadn't written it down, so slightly different.

That said, you wouldn't say someone is bad at swimming or singing because they can do it without thinking.

@andyAstruc But... I feel with intellectual endeavors it's so important that someone be able to explain what they're thinking, else the knowledge doesn't truly get relayed, and I'm just so damned bad at that...

@indecisivetwat I found it a lot easier to do that after I took a (throwaway elective) course on logical thinking at uni. Learning exactly how arguments are structured was fascinating and very helpful.

If A and B = true AND if A + B = C then C etc etc all that stuff you kind of instinctively know but seeing it allows you to keep that in mind when you speak to others on X subject.

@andyAstruc I guess... But in the vein of this thread: I can't explain it, but something about my thought processes feels... outside of me.
@indecisivetwat Oh you mean the Puppet Master. Yeah we're not supposed to talk about him.