✾, chief troublemakerLove to start the day with an anxiety attack for writing four lines in a Discord.
Crying in the morning because I have the audacity of showing an opinion and thus revealing my own stupidity.
lioness (stuff)@millenomi hey you're really cool imo & I like hearing your opinions & what you're working on 🦁❤️
Sophie of Ratsnake Games@millenomi no idea what game you're talking about but that seems like a reasonable take?
@ratsnakegames my betters have strongly agreed against a topic I presented in a way I don’t understand, and now I’m panicking that I’m implicitly excluded from this group, or revealing another area where my lack of intelligence has caused me to blunder.
@ratsnakegames because this is attached to a social structure for a niche that isn’t served much, being excluded from it would mean losing another social touchstone in a city where I’m increasingly isolated.
@millenomi if they're people who are worth hanging around with, they'll be able to cope with you having a different opinion around a video game. I get it, my social anxiety also often hits on weird spots like that. But it'll be fine.
@ratsnakegames I wish I could share that certainty. I’m extremely insecure about articulating things I feel strongly about, for a bunch of bad reasons. It’s often when I feel strongly that I’m not wrong that I make the worst mistakes.