You want to know real love? I'll tell ya! She now knows the precise moment that I'm going to lose my shit and, in a split second, she puts her palm gently on my leg and gives me the most beautiful smile in the world. And I hold it in. Because dammit I'm so humbled that anyone would be that big enough to love me so much that she wants the rest of the world to see. Jesus Christ. That's a gut punch of enormous luck!