RE: https://wandering.shop/@kagan/116751002717736984

This post reminded me about my mother who once in a while keeps making sure that i'm straight and don't really know what gays are (by pretending i barely understand what she's talking about and ignoring her words that gays are freaks). I long ago stopped fighting with her about anything because i'm tired, but for some reason she rarely keeps saying that. By allowing others to give random guys y phone number, asking when i'll marry and have beautiful children with a rich guy or AT LEAST marry a guy, jokingly asking if i like girls or what, very worrisome asking if i want to change sex or what because of the way i act, curiously asking if i like that guy standing nearby, with terror in her eyes VERY rarely asking if i'm pregnant because i like to eat weird combos. Actually i'm bi, but that doesn't mean i want to date or fuck with a guy, even i happens to see an attractive one. This story is way fucking long to tell.

I'm completely exhausted once again. I don't want to hear any of this including these questions. ALL this could and can be avoided if i was just acting like a normal girl, prioritizes males and family "traditions". But guess if i want to destroy myself in that way. I'd rather be suffering like that than this.