I have to go to the gym even when I do not want to it's so embarrassing to be fat and wanting to change and especially going to the gym and it's just so embarrassing exercising and people knowing that you want to change it's so embarrassing

but this embarrassment is the reason why I am stuck so I just have to go to the gym I have to go at least once this week and try it out. HUHUHUHU I DONT WANT TO GO TO THE GYM ITS SO EMBARRASSING!!!!! HELP ME!!!