I'm on a slightly higher dose of Concerta now, & it does seem to be helping with my problem where I get nothing done at work. So that's probably good.
It's not a huge change but I certainly felt it wear off more dramatically last night. Which isn't all bad. It's just a little weird to have a point in the evening where your brain suddenly switches what it even means to focus on something.
Suddenly last night I had several trains of thought going instead of one.
It's so funny because I worry about asking for higher dose ADHD meds because I could be perceived as "drug seeking", but after literally 8 years or something of seeing the same psychiatrist & usually agreeing during my check-ups "yeah, no reason to change the meds" (because for long stretches of time there isn't any reason), I doubt my psychiatrist is going to perceive me that way.
It sucks though that one of my meds is a controlled substance where people might think that you want it too much.
Of all the reasons to eliminate the state, the US healthcare system stands front and center. Fuck all these people.
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Daniel Lakeland