Sucks that us president's gonna threaten to bomb iran and I don't see people being mad enough about it in real life and online around. This would probably be absolute nightmare if this happened a few years after WW2.
I think the whole world would be scared and depressed and most importantly angry and everyone would be mobilized
Idk seems like humans tolerate more of killing their own kin these days, just like animals. Well, humans are animals anyway, lol.
"Most intelligent species" my ass.
I only ever got interested with batteries because of oil prices. Something to distract myself with from the madness because I haven't really had any friends for 6 years and coming and I don't really have a presence on the web, nor people care about me that what I say matters, idk.
I believe I'm better off alone though. I'm not really friendly, nor do I have any words to say to other people. It feels disingenuous to keep saying "cool", "oooh, scary/awesome/interesting" etc
I really wish people are nice but I've given up on that idea. I just assume people have some kind of agenda that makes them act that way, even mental health professionals
I'll keep doing my stuff though. I don't have a problem having fun in parties but between having a party and talking to people or reading a book alone, I'd rather sleep.
No amount of pure coffee, cold baths, spicy treats or water being thrown at me's enough to wake me up. The heat of the sun does wake me up though
Idk. I haven't made long coherent thoughts like these in a long long while. It's only been 2.5 weeks but that span of time feels like 2.5 months for me.
Time flows like honey when you're not terminally online, when you don't have friends and all you do from time to time are side gigs. I bet if I had a real job, time would be very very slow.
People go insane if they have nobody to talk to in a long while. I guess that's why people "make friends" with AI. They confide with it as if it's a real person. Pretty cringe but eh. I don't really care about what people do with their time.
I'd rather just work with my hands, do my job and have nobody to talk to for the rest of my life
Deep down though, I'd rather be locked up in solitary so I don't have to worry about my parents, about anything.
I wonder if I can just surrender myself. Hah, I'd be like Paddington in the second movie. A bear that went to jail.
I guess it is Paddington that keeps me from actually going totally insane. He's been in jail, I haven't been in one. I have no excuse to be thinking like this. I should be thankful I'm free
Idk. I guess when I'm fed up with human civilization, I'll free myself from here and live in the forest like my forebears did. Day by day it's getting more appealing though
Really Lazy Bear 