Really Lazy Bear 

@reallylazybear
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The logo next to my name's supposed to be archlinux but debian will do since I also use it.

Anyways, I'm just a bear that uses Arch, btw. I post stuff to nobody, for fun ! I always expect nobody will see my stuff though.

I haven't made friends in real life for 6 years and I don't have interest making friends so you can guess I've grown solitary and not very friendly, much like a bear. I won't cause trouble though.

Unfollow/mute me if you don't like what you see from me. I don't care.

Age23
Height & weight210 cm & ~413 kg
SpeciesBrown bear
GenderMale
Really Lazy Bear 2d ago
(BOT) Really Lazy Bear's bot2d ago

Just picking what I vibe with on osu. Still can't find a good game to stream for funs next..

#youtube: https://youtube.com/@ReallyLazyBear
#twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/reallylazybear

#linuxgaming #osulazer #rhythmgame #indie #arcade #action #osu #osugame #opensource #gaming

ReallyLazyBear

Pancakes, maple syrup, marmalades, salmons, blueberry and jams, and honey... Oh hello there! I'm just doing my own stuff here. Don't mind me ! Before you leave, I just wanna say, I use Arch, btw :p Yeah I don't follow conventional youtubers' way of making videos. I make videos bout funny and/or awesome stuffs, something I'll watch in the future or broadcast myself playing games or some computer things. Nothing more, nothing less. I don't care whether you like, share or subscribe. Decide for yourself what you wanna do with your life. I'm just a really lazy bear having fun.

YouTube
Really Lazy Bear 4d ago
I gtg sleep this afternoon off. Talk to y'all later. Bear out 🐻✌🏾
Really Lazy Bear 4d ago
(BOT) Really Lazy Bear's bot4d ago

Enough of ink spots. Time to have sum fun with the usual game

#youtube: https://youtube.com/@ReallyLazyBear
#twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/reallylazybear

#linuxgaming #osulazer #rhythmgame #indie #arcade #action #osu #osugame #opensource #gaming

ReallyLazyBear

Pancakes, maple syrup, marmalades, salmons, blueberry and jams, and honey... Oh hello there! I'm just doing my own stuff here. Don't mind me ! Before you leave, I just wanna say, I use Arch, btw :p Yeah I don't follow conventional youtubers' way of making videos. I make videos bout funny and/or awesome stuffs, something I'll watch in the future or broadcast myself playing games or some computer things. Nothing more, nothing less. I don't care whether you like, share or subscribe. Decide for yourself what you wanna do with your life. I'm just a really lazy bear having fun.

YouTube
Really Lazy Bear 4d ago

Been playing Elden Ring seamless coop with mah closest cousin these days now. Game's on Arch Linux, streamed to my Fedora laptop w/ Steam link. My cousin's on Windows 11 LTSC that I helped install.

As for batteries, not much have happened since I'm out of cash, lol.

I wish I can stream em on twitch and yt but I'd rather keep the fun to ourselves. It's fun.

#eldenring #linuxgaming #rpg #twitch #youtube #adventure #action #openworld #livestreaming #archlinux #fedora #windows11 #electronics

Show threadReally Lazy Bear 6d ago

It's probably along those lines, but I felt sick to my stomach, like I wanna vomit. It's probably cringe or something welling up within me.

I grew up with abusive parents who hit me physically as a kid so I'm wary of people being nice because it's so unnatural to me there are people who act like that.

I kinda wanted to learn to be nice. Unfortunately, not while I'm held prisoner with my parents. I feel like I'm being choked out of my potential to do something great in here

Show threadReally Lazy Bear 6d ago

Nothing wrong with that. Connections does help you find opportunities and may even help in life, but I'd rather be true to myself than pretend cos I've tried pretending being nice, friendly and "approachable" by people's standards in real life. I felt sick afterwards.

I think being approachable online just means being interesting and not boring, whatevs that means. Real life, you gotta "look friendly" and not menacing and scary

Show threadReally Lazy Bear 6d ago

Most "nice" people are fairweathers. They only think about you if your niceness also benefits them, something like that. You help them and you feel alright.

But when you're having trouble and you need their help, they're like "eh, you'll be alright. you can sort it all out" Yeah, so very helpful.

Most are all about the number of people they can be friends with. I mean there's nothing wrong with that I think

Show threadReally Lazy Bear 6d ago

Y'know 5 years ago I wanted to change that. I wanted people to watch me play a game just as much as I liked watching random people (in person) enjoy themselves with the game they were playing but these days I'd rather just enjoy myself.

I mean it's been half a decade since. Networking does wonders, talking to other streamers is one way to bring people to you but I feel so crap being nice and pretentious. It feels so unnatural so I don't do it.

I'm burned out with nice people.

#twitch #youtube

Show threadReally Lazy Bear 6d ago

Like whenever I play a game, I'm just watching myself play the game. Sometimes I'm engaged and I'll remember stuff, but most of the time I'm just spectating my own body, sometimes asleep. Probably something to do with subconscious.

Would you even call it enjoying yourself playing a game if you're not even "actually mentally there" haha.

Idk. I've only watched other people play games as a kid. I wasn't able to play what people played on the arcade or computers

Really Lazy Bear 6d ago

I got my conclusions. wired is still the best for responsiveness in osu. Wireless is best for chill maps.

I can feel the wireless mouse lagging behind on pretty fast maps with AR 11.

Tablet pen's probably the best thing for the game but I'm not an osu hardcore gamer to dedicate cash to get hardware for a game I don't even take seriously, lol

Idk when did I ever take a game, or really anything seriously.

#osu #osulazer #osugame #rhythmgame