Sometimes I get very fucking scared that dating this person is inevitable 😅🙃

I am going to be extremely not okay if I ruin these friendships.

People aren't supposed to get squishy feelings for me 😅🙃

Bah

They probably don't even have feelings anymore and I'm being arrogant ha

(10% pragmatism, 90% cope...I see the way they look at me 🙃)

It would be so easy; it would be so so so so SO fucking hard.

What if I just... Sidestep the question until everybody forgets they even asked in the first place. Call it the lenny shuffle.