through a queer len

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cat wrangler. crafty.
I write some (a lot of) music.
"len" and "lenny" are both good :)

love me long-winded or don't love me at all.

also I'm still coviding and you should be, too

music mostly marked under #lennySings if you want to follow it here, or @lenny_wonders on youtube.

https://linktr.ee/lenny_wonders

I am just a pile of impossible questions, held together by spit and duct tape and hope that flickers on and off, on and off, on and off.

pronounsthey/them
profile picwhite person in their mid-30s smiles at the camera at the wharf. They're wearing an envo respirator and aviator sunglasses.
banner pictag from an axolotl plushie. It says "kind of cute, kind of ugly, sorta weird, but oh so snuggly"
ko-fihttps://ko-fi.com/lenny_wonders
linktreehttps://linktr.ee/lenny_wonders

apparently I looked so good walking to the dispensary that this guy almost let his dog attack me because he was distracted checking me out

so uh

...cool? 🙃

genuinely think I'm gonna download grindr.

I just need something in my life right now that is simple and easy and doesn't involve me being everybody's therapist.

I would love to dissociate into some filthy texting 😅 🤣

that thing where, the day after you decide you're going to tell your friend that you kind of want to kiss them, their mom dies? so then they start coming to your place and hanging out in your living room all day while you work and even the other night sleeping on your couch....

...I don't really have scripts for this?

ohhhh...this is why "two points for honesty" has been my obsession song this week, huh?

"I never knew 'til someone told me that"--a lyric I related to many years before I had ever heard the word "neurodivergent" lol

I keep thinking about the use of the word "swoon." And also of, uh. "needy."

I know that most of you are laughing at me for being a useless queer right now but also last time that happened y'all were wrong so. *clearly my strategy of infinite skepticism is the correct one.*

I am always right. People should listen to me more often 😂

it irritates me so fucking much that a person can basically wait me out into loving them 😂 🙃

I do NOT ACCEPT this cheat code. pfft.

what if, instead of stretching my body and doing the thing that makes me feel good and taking care of myself, I panic and wind myself up about this thing that I could probably have if I were less of a goddamned motherfucking disaster?

fuck 🙃

it is so late. I have gotten so little sleep. been moving mountains at work.but I feel like such a wreck and a shell and a disaster and I just want to go with loud music and BLAH instead of thoughtful softening.

gonna continue to resist like the recalcitrant fucking child I am 🙃 :P

I want many things but most of all I want to want nothing
someday love won't feel like a crisis...right??
Was having anxiety about being enough of a regular to be recognizable but the barista definitely thought my name was Noem lol