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@lenny_wonders@treehouse.systems
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cat wrangler. crafty.
I write some (a lot of) music.
"len" is good as well :)

be warned--I post A LOT

love me long-winded or don't love me at all.

also I'm still coviding and you should be, too

music mostly marked under #lennySings if you want to follow it here, or @lenny_wonders on youtube.

https://linktr.ee/lenny_wonders

I am just a pile of impossible questions, held together by spit and duct tape and hope that flickers on and off, on and off, on and off.

pronounsthey/them
profile picwhite person in their mid-30s smiles at the camera at the wharf. They're wearing an envo respirator and aviator sunglasses.
banner pictag from an axolotl plushie. It says "kind of cute, kind of ugly, sorta weird, but oh so snuggly"
ko-fihttps://ko-fi.com/lenny_wonders
linktreehttps://linktr.ee/lenny_wonders
I have a 10 hour maintenance window starting in about 12 minutes, and no guarantee they will even come today 🙃

oh huh actually two that means I was recognized in two different establishments this week.

it's fucking weird to exist again. I have been out of things for...a very long time.

kind of freaks me out a bit, tbh...? if people are aware that I exist, then if I fuck up, they will remember 🙃

...this post brought to you by the way I have been trying to take a bath for probably literally a month at this point. I could do it. I could go take a bath right the fuck now. There is nothing stopping me. I enjoy a bath. The tub is clean. I have bath salts AND bubble bath. It's too late to do anything important and too early to be stressful timing.

am I going to do it, though...?

🙃

I need to meet someone in the next month and a half who can come hang out with me during my week off (the parts that aren't with Jac) and bully me into actually relaxing 😂

Jac would try but also they would forget at some points, and also frankly they have some pain and support needs right now that mean them doing more would hurt them. And that would be upsetting to me, not relaxing.

We are better as a team, I think. "Well-matched." And somehow I am the functional limbs in the relationship...?? Wildness.

...but also my polyamorous ass could ALSO be dating someone who could come take over my kitchen and force me to stay on the couch or in the tub or in front of the video game or any of the other things I think about all the time but never actually do!

i hate my cats' water fountain so much 😂 🙃 it is such a noisy motherfucker

OH

today has been so fucking hectic that I forgot to even say that this morning the trans barista with the twinkly eyes and the great smile told me they love my loverboy hat when they gave me my breakfast

it was great. absofuckinglutely the queer joy I needed to start my day.

I have been trying to make plans for my birthday this year and I am struggling because I don't know what I like out here

but then I realized

holy shit, I think I left Portland more than a year ago?! I think I've been on the east coast for more than a year now!!

time is fucking wild.

also, just because I have to....train of thot

okay I'm done (???)

it's not my fault if I am going down an entirely more interesting train of thought than everyone else in the room 🚆 🥵 🤣

lmfao I asked Jac if something apparently-innocuous should go to an NSFW channel and they are roasting me so fucking hard 😂 🤣

there were IMPLICATIONS!!! How am I supposed to know that implications are different?!?!?!