I've learned, focusing on the negatives is a symptom of PTSD.
I dont like having PTSD.
PTSD is not my fault.
People did that to me.
Mostly from my parents.
And most everyone who decided they were authority over me...
Authority is the core of the cause of my traumas.

Trump is traumatizing me further.
I hear, I cant heal from trauma if I am still being traumatized.
So negative. I feel like I cant help the focus on negatives.

And all that bad, I want it to go away.