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"Yes, I am autistic. No really. This is not a joke." ~me

What am I doing on Mastodon?
I speak honestly, in a world where the primary language seems to be lies. I hope for acceptance of neurodifferent minds worldwide.

What I type about?
Mostly my autism, which is cerified at level 2 social interaction.

CW Content Warning:
Contains politics, cusswords, trauma, etc

Location:
Somewhere in America (not my choice)

Profile Picture DescriptionSleeping human face wearing mask + hat
Multiple DisabilitiesAutism, biPolar, Dyspraxia, FMS+more
PronounsShe/they/idc (female at birth)
Why Do I Post Negatives?I'm a Realist. Maybe I have "Reactive Attatchment Disorder"

I'm happy I found a name, so there is a word to tell people, what the F is happening to me.

A quick google "stupor" break me out of it with some stimulus :D

Topic: Mental Health

I figured out the name for my psychotic episodes (as psychotic episodes wasnt the best term).

Stupor.
Stimulus and shaking can break someone out of a stupor.

When I am put into a hospital bed, because someone called 911... I dont break out of the stupor very well.

Shaking me, that should break me from the stupor.

When I fell into the stupors, stimulus would wake me. Moving me, talking to me, poking me.

Everything I read about stupors fits, except the drunk part.

When someone tells me to do something,
I wanna know why.

Every week, I lose $150 from my Trust that is spent on care services, services that would be provided by Regional Center for free...

Every week, that loss of funds is emotionally painful.
The Regional Center has such a long process, already been a year since I finally was considered for care, and still dont have the care because of the paperwork they have to process on their end.

Ughhhh... no clear date to when I can be supported by Regional Center.

I wish I could be allowed to build Lego sets for other people...

I would not want to be paid in money, because a higher income means I would lose supports I depend on to live.

Maybe if I am paid with the same set for myself... I would love to build two Death Stars. One for me, one for them. They would come first, because I like helping other people.

Radical Idea to help the poor...

Reduce the price of everything, by how much? My math is bad, but here is an example:

Something that costs $1.00 take off the two zeros, it now costs 1c

Something costing $10.00
Now costs 10c

Basically, killing off the .00

If the whole world would do this, all our money would buy more, and everything around the globe is cheaper.

Poor will celebrate a better life.

Reduce the cost,
not the income.

Just an idea.

I dont have any problems with my autism...

It's society and human-made environments and attitudes that have been my kryptonite.

I use desktop computers, because phones are too small for me.

And here I have three 27" screens, and a foot-wide keyboard. Much better for me.

@Mage_of_Chaos I suffered a lot of trauma during phone calls, and after the calls too. Misjudgements, punishments, shame, and my oh my messages left on answering machines generally ignored.

And the quality is still horrible, I struggle to understand people, and when they start speaking interrupting me, they cannot hear me.

I just rather not mess with this relatively (to the existence of humans) NEW tech.

Family taught me, I should not share about other people.
I often forget that in the moment of typing.