stroz (he/him)I will probably post some reflections throughout the day, it's too early right now
I distinctly remember picking up my substance of choice for the last time 18 years +1 day ago
I was in pain. I was tired. I was fed up with the double life I had been leading since I was 8 years old
But it had finally sunk in. That last dose felt different...more of a mistake than it had ever felt before. I was killing myself slowly for a decade plus
It hasn't been easy. It's the most difficult change I've ever had to make.
I am happy I made that decision. Having a career was out of the question in the before times. I would never have known my younger two offspring, or any of you weirdos.
If you think you may have a problem with any addiction, seek help. It may be the hardest thing you ever do. Holy shit it's worth it
johnduggins@stroz I hope you feel pride for this continuing accomplishment. You're right. It's difficult but worth it. I'm glad you're here with the rest of the weirdos.