Most days this calendar year I've either started or ended my day with a line of thought along the lines of
"This is not who I want to be."
I struggle to hold up to the values and principles that are important to me. Most days, I feel like I'm letting someone down — either myself or someone else.
I want to do better. I want to be better. But I've lost the way to do that and most days I don't even know what direction to go towards so I do nothing. That doesn't feel good either.
@hamatti in case you aren't familiar, it's not for everyone but I found https://gobeyondgoals.com/ useful to help me focus more on doing more of what I want and less other things.
I don't know you but I just from following you I have a feeling you might like it, somehow you remind me of the nice people who run it.
I also don't know when the next workshop is happening but sign up if to the newsletter if it sounds interesting, best part is that it's pay what you want so you decide afterwards how much it was worth, might have been a small sign up fee also but I don't remember
Juhis
Gabriel N