It's wonderful to read others experiences that mirror mine exactly. The not _feeling_ like a woman all the time bothered me in the past because I assumed trans women were supposed to.

I've described doing girly things like using makeup to my wife as calming, comforting, right... Every day I come home and get into girlmode because it feels right, not exciting anymore just what I should be doing. It's not enough though, I want to be myself even more.