Finally, I have come to terms with the fact that I draw the way I do.

For years, you’d never catch me without a notebook and a pen. At some point, I stopped because of the pressure I put on myself. I felt increasingly awkward around bystanders and friends who – or so I thought – expected me to draw pretty or witty things. I began to hate my drawings, and drawing itself, to the point of disgust. But now enough time has passed, I think, and I’m happy to report that I enjoy drawing again.

@MatthijsSluiter these drawings are great! I also have phases where I feel self conscious about my drawing, but seeing your drawings makes me want to draw again regularly. I especially love the last one with The Hidden Budo & Bujutsu ❤️

@MatthijsSluiter On a side note: the “Hidden Budo & Bujutsu” text got me curious, sent me down a rabbit hole to find this amazing video showing all different martial arts coming together for a demonstration in Japan. Some cool, some cheesy, generally entertaining in a cosplay/Renaissance Faire-esque way.

But at the end there’s one where they hold antique rifles in poses and just make verbal gun noises: “bang” “bang” “bang”… I’m speechless

https://youtu.be/E3Symp4omdc?si=FF31nonlOpsBW1Ot&t=935

@cjtype Greatf find! Love the screams in the entire video, it’s an art in itself
@cjtype Thanks man. I haven’t checked out Mikhail Ryabko yet – I expect Eric ‘Buttercup’ Esch, but Budo.