My disability is most notable when people are in range of seeing and/or hearing me in real life.
They see me, and most see something wrong.
They hear me, and many want me to shut up, 'calm down' speak quieter, 'dont interrupt' no delay in my responses, and hear speech clearly.
I wish visible words were generally accepted as a primary form of communication for some people.
I struggle to get along with most people, because they talk too fast, have invisible languages, and they hate repeating.
What state are you in?
Oregon is the fastest talking state. >.>
Its why I think everyone is known for being “quirky” in Oregon…. And also why its 51/51 in mental health… 😬
@Energetic_Nova If only we had text-based communications recognized as a necessary accommodation for some people. I dont know how to use the AAC program, I could use handwritten notes. I got that once, and I felt so happy, he would say the sentence/question and write it down, slide the notepad to me and I speak the answer. That was so helpful.
If only society would get out of their bigotry and kindly help disabled people more than they are. Meds and psyche units are not always the best options.
I think the issue is the systematic help is poorly constructed… I’m in Washington state and its near last place in mental health.
When I went to California… those people were so much more friendly in a stereotypical way. It was weird for me.
@Energetic_Nova I fear going outside, people call the cops, thinking I need to be taken away. I've had people say to me, "you should go to a mental ward"
I been in them, involuntarily. They dont help, they abuse me, but claim to be helping. They dont help to improve my life, and they reward me with early release if I attend groups, but groups feel like I'm participating in kindergarten, with puzzles and coloring pages.
They drug me, expect me to not be anxious. I fear people I dont know.
Washington and Oregon have too few beds to waste them on anyone not criminal. We need supportive housing. Tell them that.
Also, I really dislike how that sort of thing is set up but I think it’s just because coloring is just such an easier thing to set up. But my mental health community center for mentally ill people has peer to peer counseling it also has trips to the museum and the bowling alley.
@Energetic_Nova I dont consider myself as mentally ill (outside of PTSD). My handicap is created by a society with a fixed idea of how people should and should not behave.
I dont need help outside of housecleaning and bodyguard with me when I am outside. Keep people off me when I have sensory overwhelm, overwhelm caused by other people making/allowing too much noise/lights from human-made stuff.
Cars, lights, bells, rush, it disturbs me.
Left alone, I function fine, but society butts in.
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Energetic Nova